not confident enough jiaying

used to think i am the world, that even though i may not be the best, i'm still great. but since i started working, i crept into a hole, not great anymore, not good enough. i've kinda lost that bit of confidence that used to follow me wherever i go, naturally. and it's hurting. i feel like there's no motivation to do anything cos i wun do it well anyway.

i'm a consultant. i'm supposed to know what i'm recommending. but i dun. i dun really noe. do i really not noe or do i just think that i dunno but i actually do noe? give me back some of that confidence, that buay hiao bai-ness..

swim jiaying swim!

i miss you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.. i miss all of you..