ear pierce

i had my ears pierced about 8 weeks ago. the instructions i got from the woman who pierced my ears was to not take my ear-rings out for 6 weeks and clean them 3 times a day. i have kept them in for at least 6 weeks, and have been cleaning my ears 1-2 times a day from the 4th or 5th week onwards.. heng ah.. never get infection..

so about a week and a half ago, a little over my 6 weeks, i decided to try taking my ear-ring off my ear. and oh my was it horrible! for some reason i couldnt put my ear-ring back into my ear (it hurt and refused to budge) and i could feel this lump in my ear around the area of my ear-pierce.. my legs weakened and i kinda felt fainty.. it's like when i had to draw blood for the hep-B test at hc.

i proceeded to my room for the bed.. could see my face turn pale and felt the numbness in my face.. i lay down and tried putting the ear-ring back. still cannot. panick. numb. faint-y. was so scared that my ear-hole will close up if i cannot put it back in.. it hurt when i tried too hard.. so i took a few deep breaths and some time later, i slotted the ear-ring back into my ear, just like it was meant to be. it was meant to be.

i'm so drama. and i'm such a wimp. ha.