i need an outlet for all my thoughts and emotions. poor david is running low on capacity to handle all of them effectively ;P. in the past, i just pick up the fone and dial, i have a whole list of numbers to choose from, and then we just talk. thoughts just flow, words just exchange, there's not exactly too much thought and sometimes not much point in them. it's just rambling of ideas, sharing of experiences and something will come out of it. even if no conclusions were made from those conversations, there's always the joy and satisfaction of being able to connect, and that in itself is good =). of course, that's a lot of time involved (huimin: which can be spent on reading ;P), but i definitely see it as a good use of time, not a waste.
i have so many things i want talk about (many useless insignificant things included). writing long passages which is accessible to everybody doesnt seem to be the way to go for me. chatting is too passive, you have to wait for the person to be online and free to talk. this time and space difference is making it really hard. i have two options. to get rid of this difference, or to work around it. haha that was a pointless statement. and this is a pretty pointless entry.