slept away my weekend

i thought that only growing teenagers needed this much sleep, or rather, even growing teenagers do not need this much sleep. on thursday night/friday morning, i went to sleep at 1am, and only got up got up at 9pm friday night. that's about 20 hours of sleep. mabbe it's the jet-lag, mabbe it's my brain trying to resist the work i had to complete over the weekend, mabbe it's my heart's way of avoiding loneliness/boredom, but this is really quite unacceptable!

i woke up and was feeling really hungry for about 5 hours until pok made me realize that i packed some of the heh bee hiam cookies with me on this trip (THANKS eunice!!) smtime at 2am! worked and talked to pok for the time i was awake and only went to sleep at 3pm on saturday. i woke up 2 hours ago and think i'll be up for the next 45 mins before i try to sleep again. my body's so screwed up.

at times like these i wished my mum would walk into my room and nudge me until i wake up, or my dad would guilt me into waking up by sighing and shaking his head and saying things like "这么迟了，还在睡??!!" as he walks past my room, or my brother would first exclaim loudly what a pig i am while walking into my room before pinching/poking fats on my legs, irritating me, or pok would gently wake me up or if that fails, sit beside me doing his stuffs until i eventually wake to pei him, or my friends would call me in the middle of the day to wake me to chit-chat/ask me out..

i think if i werent alone, i would never have had the chance to wake up finding myself asleep for the past 20 hours. been having lonely thoughts alot these days.. i think it's the withdrawal symptoms. but well, sleep heals, so i guess it's good =) hopefully i'm completely recovered by now! gtg work tmr! so it's time to sleep again!